Fervour Epic: The Ultimate Truth

First and foremost I would like to wish Keong da'great a Happy 5th Anniversary. This year's theme would be "Fantastic Five".
This is my version of how we met 5 years ago. Lee Chee Keong, You have not finished your story you posted in Friendster.
Let me complete it for you. Here goes my side of story.

It was a normal sunny evening of spring 2004. March was just about to begin. Pay up time. So mum took me to my usual tuition centre
in PISA which i had been attending since late Form 4. We queued by the right side of the counter. Mum noticed there was a new clerk
behind the counter. She whispered, " How come there's a guy doing a girl's job? What a sissy." When our turn came, I hurried to the left
side of the counter to have a closer look.

Apparently my mum was right, this ah kua is indeed fair skinned, had piercing and even flowers painted all over his nails.
Gosh, I don't even have nail polish on me. But one day I fell illl and couldn't attend a class so my mum rang the clerk to keep notes for me.
On the next class, I knew the clerk was going to call me so that he could pass me the notes so I rushed straight into the goddamn cold class.
That stupid clerk always set the temperature to 16 degrees. He even went in to search for me. I sat in the far end. My friend, Farina,
told me he was kind of cute. Yucks!

After class ended, I headed into the car and mum asked where were the notes. She had to go in and get it for me.
Days later while i was waiting for my chemistry class, I sat alone just opposite the counter. Being lonely too, the clerk approached
me and asked, "Are you waiting for chemistry class?" Petrified, I nodded and rushed to the toilet. I swore I will never sit alone near the
counter again. But I guess I broke the it.

One day in school, Chia Li who was my classmate told me about a guy in tuition who seems interested in me. I started to picture some
cute guys in my tuition. However, she told me that the mentioned guy works as a clerk and he was her brother's classmate. She even showed me
his picture in the MBS magazine.Thank you for your effort but... Wtf! Of all guys why it has to be him???

Somewhere around the end of March, I waited for my friend Logeswary opposite the counter as an excuse for him to approach me.
He did came out of his "nest" and sat on a table opposite me and we shared our personal info. He told me the next day will be the
announcement of his STPM result so I wished him luck. The next day he told me he scored 4As. Yeah, good for him.
After that day, I find him easy to talk to and we've been friends ever since. He even invited me into the counter
which was a tiny room, his nest.

First picture he took of me was using his younger brother's cellphone. I asked him if he had watched 50 First Date which was showing in
cinemas so technically I never asked him out. So on 11th of April 2004 (Sunday) he fetched me to Kompleks Bukit Jambul for our first movie.
I could still recall both of us eating wonton mee in the foodcourt, cheap but priceless.The movie was touching but I couldn't hug him and cry.
Then he fetched me to meet his friends at a nearby mamak stall. They were Heng Tee and Chia Li's brother. As a sign of approval?
Just before I got out of his car outside my house, I kissed him goodbye on his left cheek. It was an embarrassing thing to do but
why not give it a try? He will be just like the other guys in my high school years - fooling around, goes by the title 'bf' and nothing more.
As I was just about to rush out of his car, he told me to kiss his neck instead so that the lipstick mark wont be seen by his friends later.
Asshole! Cant you see kissing your cheeks was way more than enough!I was already dying out of embarrassment and you were humiliating me?

Next date was during Hari Kantin in my school, SGGS. Boy, I had so many dates that day, it was intricate to manage all of them fortunately not
all at once. There was Daniel, then Keong (the only boy i hold hands with), Ash and Ah Quan, sorry to say you were one of them too.
First family member that I met was his brother, I gotto admit keong is way cuter than his lil brother.
His bro was there because his girlfriend at that time was my schoolmate. Third date was a stroll in gurney doing window shopping and dinner.
Then he brought me to meet his parents. I used to mark number of times of our dates in my calendar as I thought he will only be a 'playmate'.
However it seems to be countless as time passes by.
I even marked the duration of our relationship in my diary but our break up day never came! I guess we were MFEO. Haha...only a true
teen wuld get whut i'm sayin'. We had just celebrated our glorious 4th year last year. Theme: Flawless Four in Perfection.


Unfortunately there was an enormous crack in our relationship in October 2008. Keong, this is my side of story you would want to hear.
I participated in Kachi's Cultural Night as a catwalk model for Mickey MP3. Kachi (now SME Bank) is my residential hostel in UUM.
The first night I came for my first practice in the hall, I was
introduced to a group of students involved in the catwalk event by Siew Suan. They were nice people and I noticed there was a quite tall fat
guy in my group and I really hoped he wasn't my partner for the catwalk. Thank God he was just our coordinator and our sponsor. He and a senior
were in charge of us. They were communicating in Mandarin and Cantonese most of the time so this guy who goes by the name Kim Yuan became my
translator though he's not a mandarin speaker too. This sem 1 junior (he's exactly a year younger)
was the closest to me among all members of this event and he was also from MBS.

Kim Yuan started chatting to me non-stop every night after the Cultural Night. I admit I was wrong smsing to this guy most of the time when
I'm not single and available. First ride in his car was after my discrete structure class. Rain was pouring heavilly. A free ride would be an
advantage. From then onwards, we had dates and even went to Secret Recipe in Jitra. Moreover, he taught me how to smoke when I actually
mastered long time ago. He's just a catalyst who prompt me to smoke much much more frequently than ever.
Let's go straight to the climax. I was caught redhanded in Kim Yuan's car one morning when Keong drove beside us. He purposely came all
the way to UUM because he sensed something wasnt right. KY stopped by the roadside but dare not come out. At the same time, I tried to stop
keong from approaching KY. It looked like I'm protecting KY but I was actually stopping Keong from doing anything stupid. I love Keong so
much that I couldn't face him. Both of them had men to men talk and till today I still have no idea what deal they had made or how much KY
has exposed about me as I was locked inside Keong's car. Keong and I had silent treatment from that incident onwards.

On 15th of November 2008 was the first time I went into the so called "happening" club, Mois. I relatively prefered it to Fame. The was supposed
to be a "hand over ceremony" by Keong to KY on that night but it wasnt successful because keong held me close by his side and wouldnt even
let me dance with junior. While Keong was dancing slowly, he hugged me tightly and said "I love you very much and I will never let you go"
expressively. I was touched and couldnt help but to fully return to Keong. Before departing at 2am, Keong witnessed my last kiss with Kim Yuan.
KY was damn afraid of my Keong that he kept looking at him and asked for his permission to kiss me. Such a coy.



Throughout beginning of 2009, I still keep in touch with KY but as friends. That pissed off keong as both of us promised him not to contact
eachother after what we've done. KY met a new girl somewhere during Chinese New Year. I really hoped their relationship will last for
as long as it takes. However an immature negligant guy like KY will never have a
stable, serious relationship.


This time, April 2009, it is really over between me and KY. Dating KY was the biggest mistake I've ever made in my life. Participating in the
event, meeting him and getting to know him is never regretted as he should only be a normal friend. I can never blame him, keong or anyone else
but justmyself. I should never have replied continuously when he thanked me for the success of the event. Most of all, I should have never
told him that I'm single. I have suffered so much emotionally throughtout December 2008. I cant let go of Kim Yuan but at the same time
I love Keong. I have better future with Keong while this junior
can only make me happy and laugh and have fun. I couldnt go by a day without talking to KY, he was like an obsession, a drug to me.
I still remember the first time I got really drunk during New Year 2009 and Keong slapped the hell out of me when I kept screaming for KY.


Those were the past that are never to be repeated. I now repent and looking forward for a brand new start and a recovery in my relationship.
Thus I conclude this by thanking Chia Li once again. I owe u alot for you had opened a door for us. I would like to thank Siew Suan too for
giving me a great opportunity to participate and make new friends.See u next sem.Thanks to everyone who had made my life so colourful.

Life has been a total mess

this is my long time boyfriend of almost 5 years, Alex Lee aka Ryan aka keong da great etc etc...we were at mois last saturday and its so damn hard to handle my two boys...

Introducing the other man...i mean boy in my life.
Nicky aka yuanyuan is younger than me by a year, basically he's my junior in UUM.
Oppsss...gtg i'll blog more on him next time and oso stay tune for the battle between
the old and the young.

USM Convo 2008

Hey!

Just returned from my short mid semester break.
Nothing much happened lately. Just lots of celebration going on;

hubby's convo on 15th August and my best friend, Serena's birthday party on 20th August.

We had a great deal of time. Not forgetting to mention the food as well.

Here's a pic of me and ah keong and my mum.

2 hectic days and 1 not so. The ceremony day began when my mum and I along with he and his parents gathered in front of the hall for photography session. No camwhoring on dat day or I would have look bad. Then he went into the line with his friend while his parents went into the hall through the front door. That's it for mum but not me. Congrats, bro!

His little brother fetched me on 6pm after the ceremony is over. However, the whole convo week was just put to a stop for the second day. Friday is reserved for all engineering graduates from the Nibong Tebal campus. Too bad I ain't studying engineering. Nevermind, being a software engineer is good enough for me. I was told that my salary could be alot higher than a normal engineer's. Hey, don't get too ego.

Okay okay, let's get back to convo. Alex (a name he gives himself) or better known as Ryan (a name I gave to him) lckeong and I took pictures with his friends till dawn as you can see below. His lil brother came back to fetch us after dropping their parents at home.

The next day, keong, his lil brother, his parents and I arrived at the photo shop at 11am. There were lots of graduates as well. Here's me and the best man of the day.

I am running out of time now so let's make this short. For dinner, he and friends did what every friends would do coz it is kind of a tradition for us Malaysian Chinese kids...Steamboat BBQ. I wonder if Chinese kids from other states practice this so called tradition for any celebration or is it just us Penangnites?Even Serena held her party in Steamboat BBQ. In the 90s we used to go to Pizza Hut or McD or Sushi King or any fancy restaurant.

Ok la.dat's all for today.I'll be having my class now.

The Joker: If you're good at something, never do it for free.

Remember i told you that i was going for a weekend getaway last week?
Yeah, After staying in Alor Setar for a sweet night, the good old ckeong fetched me to my System Analysis and Design class.
Don't ask me what that course is about coz all i can tell u is we have to plan and create systems.
Anyway, after class we went to Jitra Mall and had lunch.
We were so lucky to be in time for the 3.15pm show.
We watched The Dark Knight. But I told ah keong I wanted to watch Batman.
How silly of me!
The night before, we watched The Love Guru. Hillarious!
Dark Knight show was so damn long!It feels like Lord of the Rings 3.
I thought after the fighting on the road then wuld be over lah...
And I expect there would be a Robin.
Two-Face died too early. I was expecting him to appear as villian in the next movie.
Well, we ate dinner at C-Mart, Changlun.
Adios!

Me and My Buddy.What do both of us have in Common?

Busy Wednesday again...
My class will start at 2pm later so just stopping by to talk about life topics.
The other day, I was discussing about how some people can be so 'outspoken' about themselves and bragging about something small in Friendster or Facebook like they have just been coronated to be the King of the World. Yeah, and not to forget those who still can't stop bitching around.

So as for today, I would like to go into a desireable topic by all couples. As you know, I never prepare any draft or points before typing my blog. Everything here is just what comes out in my mind at the very moment. I hope you will excuse me for some craps and scattered points.

Can you list down all or some attributes you share with your partner whether good habits, bad ones or simply favourites. We wouldn't wanna talk about properties coz we share that with almost everyone. For example, I have a car and so does a large part of our community. But you can share here some unique stuff both of you share. Example, limited edition perfumes or one of a kind accessories that is supposed to only have 1 design but both of you have it. Cool!

How about characteristics? Sad to say, not much coz my pal here is the goody two shoes whereas I'm the evil one. He likes helping people, support his family, sacrifice an hour of his sleep just to meet a friend and a lot more good deeds. Me? I'm totally the opposite, I laughed when I saw an accident, always wish bad drivers would die, never mix with poor and low educated people, assume my mum is the maid and I don't have to mention the others. I just like indulging myself with all worldly things andbe a princess but at the same time control my bitchiness. Yep, no one knows about this coz I'm the devil in disguise and an angel in all eyes.

This is not a confession ya! Some of it are just made up for the fun. lol.

Anyway, we do share a common behavior. Oh God, why am I using my Java terms? We love to jog in the park, walk by the beach, tease eachother, go on vacation and hang out at mamak stalls...but we're cool. For now I can't think of anything else but I'm sure the list goes on.

Let's go physical. How about features? Many of our friends, relatives and even my mum say we look alike. The same egg shaped face, tall nose, full pouty lips (but mine has more pout while his is more feminine). We do not share the same eyes though. My eyes look more like his brother's coz ours are big and almond-like. My husband's more of a sliced almond. hahaha...
Once a salesgirl mistook his mum for my mum coz his mum look like me.

Okay, another special thing we share is our so called 'twins effect'.
What is actually our version orf 'twins effect?'
You see, whenever he sneezes I will sneeze too. That happens when I'm beside him. You might say the germs and bacteria spread easily. But I recently found out even when i was away in UUM for 2 months, whenever I called to say I'm sick, he is sick too!

Besides, he had ulcer 2 months ago and I had it too a few days later. I just recovered from cough last week and he told me over the phone that he has it too. Well, we just had an exciting weekend and both of us have recovered. When I banged my knee and had a blueblack, I should have the answer...he must have got it too, just different side of his leg perhaps.

Perhaps he should be my godbro instead of buddy partner.

Ooops..got to go, I'm having class now.

UUM oh UUM

Finally after 2 weeks stranded on what everyone call it the jungle university of Malaysia, the kaypo bitch will be coming this weekend to meet me. As usual, we planned to go Langkawi or maybe across border for the weekend getaway. If wanna budget, we will stay over in Alor Setar.

Chow! Got to do my assignments.

Oh ya! I would also like to congratulate my daddy for attaining the pjk pangkat last Saturday during Penang Gabenor's birthday. How I wish I can tell everyone I am a Datuk's daughter instead. Haih! Mum told me she saw Nicole David as well, receiving her Datuk-ship. She's just few years older than me for God sake!

Boring Week

Hi all,

It's been a long time since i stopped updating my 'diary' here.

First week in UUM is kinda boring for me. But then it's great to meet my friends again after my long holiday. Too bad I did not take comm2 or I would have been experiencing more fun in campus and not forgetting going out of the Kachi hill and staying in hostels inside the campus.

My purpose of blogging today is actually to tell you what I discovered lately besides some bitches. I opened my first Friendster account together with my best bud, ckeong since i knew him in ourtuition centre. For four years I have played, I noticed lots of friends or basically all of them changing photos of partners, deleting photos of their partners or keep changing status from 'in relationship' to 'single' then to 'married' then to 'single' again and so on. And once they are hooked with someone, that someone's pics and all about that special someone will be all over their profile. But in the end, they don't last long.



So my conclusion is love is not forever when you are still young (sort of like my age). Don't take it seriously lah! Enjoy life for the moment and take a break for a while. All of you couples sometimes do need time alone. Too much or too deep is fatal.

Going back to Sg. Petani tomorrow

Everytime when i'll be going back to UUM, my parents, Bruno and I will stop by at our 'resort' home in Sg. Petani. Laguna Merbok is a really nice getaway for you to relax. My mum always say that she feels so calm whenever we visited our second home. It is always mistaken for my kampung...No, it is not my kampung where there are grandma and grandpa nad aunty, uncle live there. My house is like a free hotel where we could stop by.

What I really like about this township is the whole area is surrounded by fences and a river with about 3 guard houses at every entrance to our housing estate. Not to forget we even have a railway track nearby and I could hear sound of cargo train or KTM faintly at night. Another wonderful thing is the clubhouse. Fully equiped with swimming pools, gym, sauna, library, meeting rooms, tennis courts and a lake for canoeing.

Spain, I'll support you till the end

My teams fell one by one. Luckilly I never bet on football or else I'm gonna lose teruk teruk! At first I planned to support England coz they are my favourite Euro team of all time. But they got knocked out from the start. Not even a chance for 1 match in Euro! So kesian!

Nevermind, I'll support France pulak. Then I never heard of them since. So forget France la!

I thought about my cute Ronaldo. Yeah, Ill support him all the way. So happy Portugal made it through but when met the stupid Germany, habis!

Then I dunno which team to support d...

Hmmm...why not Italy, the world champion?

Mana tau they missed the penalty. Even the coach resigned...or was he sacked?

No matter what, I'll never ever support Germany. Wished Turky had beaten them. I still have another hero whom I adore very much. He's none other than the blonde Fernando Torres. Luckilly they beat /russia by 3-0 last night. Hope Spain will take the Cup.

Farewell my beloved Portugal...Adeus meu amado Portugal

Poor Ronaldo

Germany beat Portugal 3-2 in the first quarterfinal match of Euro 2008 here on Thursday, braving into the semifinals of the 24-day tournament.


Midfielder Bastian Schwienseiger and sriker Miroslav Klose scored in the first half while captain Michael Ballack regained the lead with a score in the second half to gift Germany of the surprising victory.

Go long piak la Ballack! Kanasai!

Portugal, which finished as winners of the Group A, found face back with two scores, one from captain Nuno Gomes in the 39th minute, the other from Helder Postiga's header in the 87th minute.

In a sold-out St. Jakob Park Stadium, German and Portugal fans witnessed a full-fledged attacking football gala staged by the two teams, both were considered as favorites to the tournament.

German coach Joachim Loew, who was banned from coaching zone by UEFA, made several changes over Germany's lineup.
Schweinsteiger was among the lineup as the Bayern midfielder scored twice in beating Portugal in the third-place play-off at the 2006 World Cup.

Schweinsteiger played very aggressively and became the shining playmaker of the decisive game. Schweinsteiger's penetration and free kicks posed severe threats to Portugal's defense line, contributing to Germany's all three scores.